holy shit if i don’t stop thinking about him I swear!
Okay so I lifted weights and stretched and I was trying to read after watching dan in real life and listening to sondre lerche but I think that’s good for a period day.
I need to call health insurance, laywers.
I need to weigh 125.
I need to be better at something than most people.
I will teach myself how to play piano or at least read music.
I wish he would call me… fuck up someones number and we’d talk for hours on accident and he’d realize we were perfect for each other.
every time the phone rings my heart races.
bumpbumpshhbumpbumpshh
not fair that he is on another level than me.
bullshit.
I will be tenacious and passionate and we will meet in mexico.
until then I will take a bite out of life like a juicy strawberry and let all the juices run down my chin.
get messy,
valentine
